Against my better judgement I’ve decided to take a break during my holidays and slow down. Even though my dream to be a lawyer has not died yet and I really want to work toward my dreams, I think I’ve worked myself enough for now. I need to stop by the beach, walk around listening to my iPod, sit at a quiet place with a nice book. I need to connect again to You, walk again with You, and listen more to You. I need to spend more quality time with you, stroll along with you, and hug you.
I need to sort my life out. Seriously.
There are times I wonder why I brought myself to this state, and surely there are those who said I brought it upon myself. But of course, I may have, but I know there’s another purpose for all these.
If I had another me advice me and tell me to resit my A levels I might just have been convinced. How different would life be then? (I just realised this post is full of me’s, but I was looking back at how I was convincing people during the open house to really pursue their dreams if they really feel that this is the right way to go, and I may have been convinced!)
But hey, I’m not complaining. =)
